Why
do you suppose it was so essential for Jesus
to make sure that His disciples knew who He
really was? It wasn't okay for them to
think of Him as a prophet, a good person, or
a wise religious leader. It was mandatory
that they clearly understood that He was the
Son of God.
Jesus came to this earth not only to tell us who He was, but He also came to
show us who we really are. Let’s face it; it can get very cloudy
down here on earth. There are many days that we think we are not worth
much at all. We can become hopeless thinking that we can never be enough
for our boss, our spouse, and our friends. We look at ourselves and think, "I'm
just not measuring up here. I don't have what it takes. I'm not appreciated,
so I must not be worth much." Nothing can be further from the truth. Jesus
wants you to know who He is so He can tell you who you are. You are God’s
child. You are His beloved.
I love the way Jesus knew who He was when the world was telling Him He was something
different. He didn't listen to the crowds who saw Him as a miracle maker. He
didn't derail God’s plan and do more and more miracles to get the crowds
to grow larger and larger. He didn't throw up His hands and refuse to talk
to the Pharisees anymore when they dished out the ultimate insult by calling
Him the Son of Satan. He simply stood firm and exposed the absurdity of
their thinking. Jesus never wavered while He lived in this world because
He knew who He was.
I find myself needing to reconnect with who I really am on a daily basis. It
is so easy to listen to the voices in my head telling me that I'm not good enough. I
need to accomplish more; I need to do better. According to my Heavenly
Father I am His dearly loved child. I am the beloved. I love the
way John the disciple refers to himself as the beloved disciple. I'm sure
this was not an easy spiritual development. I'm guessing that there were
days that he felt overwhelmed with the needs of the world too. I bet that
he doubted he was doing a great job in carrying out Jesus’ message when
he saw his converts persecuted and killed for their belief. I've got to
believe there were days that he doubted his belovedness because of things that
were going on in the world.
When you find yourself doubting that you are beloved, begin your journey home
by first reflecting on who Jesus is. Remember that He is the One and Only,
the One who takes away the sin of the world. Jesus is the one whose death
made it possible for us to receive the Spirit of God in our lives. It is
through the Spirit that we call out to God as Abba—Daddy God. Once
you begin to reflect on the Trinity and what they say about themselves and us,
you will once again get in touch with who you are. You are the dearly beloved
of the Father. As He says also in Hosea, “I WILL CALL THOSE WHO WERE
NOT MY PEOPLE, 'MY PEOPLE,' AND HER WHO WAS NOT BELOVED, 'BELOVED.'" (Romans
9:25). You will know that you have fully accepted your beloved state when
you are being an imitator of God according to Ephesians 5:1. Live like
the beloved child you are today.