Most
days we take God's love for granted. Did
you wake up this morning with the thought — Wow,
I know I'm completely loved by God, that all
I really need, it will be a great day? God's
love is a truth we accept with our minds, but
rarely let seep into the deepest recesses of
our souls. And, that is where we need
God's love most.
Six hundred years ago,
Julian of Norwich seized this truth with stunning
simplicity when she wrote: Some of us believe
that God is almighty and can do everything;
and that he is all-wise and may do everything;
but that he is all-love and will do everything–there
we draw back. As I see it, this ignorance
is the greatest of all hindrances to God's lovers. (As
quoted in Abba's Child, by Brennan Manning,
Navpress, 1994, p. 24) I recognize
my own ignorance when it comes to the love of
God. His love is so amazing, so unfathomable,
that I don't let my mind even try to capture
its reality.
How would your day be different
if you centered your soul in the truth that you
are totally and completely loved by God? Would
it affect the decisions you make? How would
it change the first thing you do when you get
up? After pouring a cup or coffee or tea,
would you sit in front of the television, or
find a quiet place to open your Bible and take
in more of God's love? When the washing
machine breaks, or the project you've been working
on for the past month falls apart would you cuss,
walk out of the house or office, or stop and
pray seeking God's help for facing this disappointing
issue in your day?
Of all the writers in scripture
the disciple John is one that seemed to understand
God's love for him most. In the gospel
he wrote he called himself the Beloved. This
is the goal of my life. I'm hoping to grow
spiritually into the place where I know my true
identity is the beloved of God. John wrote
in 1 John 3:1 How great is the love the Father
has lavished on us, that we should be called
the children of God! And that is what
we are! We have had the love of God lavished
on us. How do we ignore it?
Rather than take in the deepest
knowledge of God's lavish love, we spend our
days siphoning love from all the wrong places. We
get focused o that promotion, that vacation,
that man of our dreams. Others, who have
decided that love is no where in sight, spend
their days lavishing in their failures, hurts
and wounds. Henri Nouwen wrote; Self-rejection
is the greatest enemy of the spiritual life because
it contradicts the sacred voice that calls us
the Beloved. Being the Beloved constitutes
the core truth of our existence. (Henri
Nouwen, Life of the Beloved, New York, Crossroads,
1992, p. 34)
When you wake up tomorrow
tell yourself this truth: Wow, I am totally loved
by God. How will I experience His love
through all the good and bad that will be part
of the day before me? How can I love Him
in return?