This was the
first theological truth I ever learned. I can
still picture myself in my little preschool
room at church sitting on little wooden chairs
in a half circle with about four or five older
adults towering over me. I felt so little sitting
there, but with my whole class and the loud
voices of the senior citizens I learned to sing
this most important song: Jesus loves me;
this I know, for the Bible tells me so. Little
ones (that was me) to Him belong. We are weak,
but He is strong. Yes, Jesus loves me. Yes,
Jesus loves me. Yes, Jesus loves me; the Bible
tells me so. Even though I learned it so
long ago, I am still learning it today.
Why is it so easy to forget that Jesus loves me? I forget every time I start
looking to this world to give me the love I need. I forget when I think about
all the people who are suffering and the pain that exists in the world. I forget
when I don’t get what I wanted most from God that minute. I can
even forget when I do a stupid thing like stub my toe! How can I have learned
this lesson and not really have learned it?
God knows how forgetful I am, so He teaches me in many ways. Before I got out
of bed this very morning, I spent some time in prayer just being in God’s
presence. I sensed Him assuring me that He loves me. He made it clear that this
love was not based at all on what I do. Although He does delight in me; that
was not the idea of love He most wanted me to grasp this morning. He was quite
clear that what He wanted me to know most was simply that Jesus loves me,
this I know, for the Bible tells me so. That was it.
Then, I got the call. My dear friend’s husband was in heaven. And this
is love. Not that we will always understand God’s love; He doesn’t
expect that of us. He does invite us to receive His love. We need to hold fast
to that love. The darkest days of our lives are the days that we need to cling
to His love the most. If you grew up in church singing Jesus Loves Me,
you have probably never needed to sing it more than on the day of your divorce,
the moment you’re told that you have miscarried, the instant you get the
news that one of your parents have died. Those are the moments that knowing Jesus
loves you because the Bible tells you so, is the only way you can sing. Your
life circumstances don’t tell you so; your Bible tells you. You are left
to trust that He says He loves you.
The profound theological truth Jesus loves me; this I know, for
the Bible tells me so, is not only the first theological truth I ever learned,
it is the most important theological truth I’ve ever learned. My friend’s
theme verses through this horrific ordeal she suffers are from Habakkuk 3:17-19: Though
the fig tree does not bud and there are no grapes on the vines, though the olive
crop fails and the fields produce no food, though there are no sheep in the pen
and no cattle in the stalls, yet I will rejoice in the Lord, I will be joyful
in God my Savior. The Sovereign Lord is my strength; he makes my feet like the
feet of a deer, he enables me to go on the heights. When you think about
it that song has the same message as Jesus loves me; this I know, for the Bible
tells me so. I think I will sing it over and over today.