If there is
anything I wish I could go back and do again,
it would be to have learned to speak Spanish
in high school and college. I’ve learned
enough to fulfill my language requirements for
all my degrees, but not to speak it. I’ve
tried to convince my children not to make my
same mistake, but to no avail. They, like me
at their age are busy with the extra curricular
and don’t think they have time to devote
to learning a foreign language.
When I go on mission trips I limp along with my little knowledge of Spanish,
but there’s another language that I’ve mastered a little better.
I’ve discovered that learning to walk in the Spirit is like learning a
new language. The Holy Spirit doesn’t hold back. He is constantly speaking
to us. The only problem is that we can’t understand His message very clearly.
We only get half of it. The Holy Spirit knows who He is working with though,
and He doesn’t give up on us.
I’m not in bad company in that I can’t understand everything God
is trying to teach me through the Holy Spirit. Over and over in the Gospels the
writers recall the disciples didn’t understand. They often didn’t
understand even after they asked a direct question and Jesus gave them a direct
answer. It was okay; Jesus knew that they would get it later, and they did.
God knows that we can’t receive all it is that He wants to tell us. He
doesn’t expose everything to us because we can’t handle it. He only
pours out what we can hold. He is very gracious to us in that way.
Other times God uses people to help us know what He is trying to say. It’s
interesting hat in the books of Judges God is willing to use Gideon’s enemy
to strengthen his faith and to help him believe what God was saying to him. God
told Gideon what He was going to do to the Midianites, but it wasn’t until
Gideon went into the Midianite camp and heard what the soldiers were saying about
him that he believed in Judges 7:13-15. Gideon arrived just as a man was
telling a friend his dream. I had a dream, he was saying. A round loaf of barley
bread came tumbling into the Midianite camp. It struck the tent with such force
that the tent overturned and collapsed. His friend responded, This can be nothing
other than the sword of Gideon son of Joash, the Israelite. God has given the
Midianites and the whole camp into his hands. When Gideon heard the dream and
its interpretation, he worshipped God. He returned to the camp of Israel and
called out, "Get up!" The Lord has given the Midianite camp into your
hands. Sometimes we can’t hear in our heart, even when we know God
has spoken to us. God is willing to use other means to really get our attention.
He doesn’t give up. He knows we are not very good at Spirit language.
You will get better if you train your spirit to listen to God. You train through
prayer (which involves speaking and listening) and reading God’s Word.
You train through opening your eyes to the truths He is trying to teach you every
day. How is your spiritual language school going?